Deep End

I'm sick and tired
Tried to stick to indecision
Like I stay retired
From a sport I'm always missin'
Man I'm catching fire
Burning up, riding a flame
This is my one desire
Stay away from all the pain
That comes with getting higher
Placing bets I shouldn't make
Cause sometimes love's a liar
You may laugh at the cliche
But I'm so sick and tired
So I treat it like a game
I guess I might admire
Different prizes so I play it you know

I've been tryna hold to what's left of my good conscience
Devil on my shoulder told me go ahead and watch this
I maintain control but I'm not making any progress
Like I just might give to his instructions someone stop this

I've been, chillin in the deep end
Not a rhyme or reason for anything
My mind always buffering buffering

I've tried, laying in the daylight
But somehow when the low tide is rising up
I don't really care enough to leave
And water's crashing over me

God made a man on a mission
But I've been losing my vision
My expectations are missin'
Won't fit the box that I give Him now
So I play the victim now

Without my dreams and ambition
Without the storybook ending
I take a second to listen
To this whole story you're telling now
My demons are getting loud

I've been, chillin in the deep end
Not a rhyme or reason for anything
My mind always buffering buffering

I've tried, laying in the daylight
But somehow when the low tide is rising up
I don't really care enough to leave
And water's crashing over me

I don't want to fall asleep quite yet
Cause I don't like what I see when I'm in my head
Why don't I stick around I just may stay instead
I'm running till I pass out wake up in my bed
Just to do it all again



Credits
Writer(s): Isaiah Schmidt
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