Some Feelings
Six months in, my whole world is crumbling around me
And I just want to know, I just want to know why
Everything is heavier now
I'm screaming without making a sound
Wish somebody could hear me, I'm losing my mind
And I, I can't find myself anywhere now
I don't know why
And I, I am sick and tired of lying through my teeth (I'm fine)
Because I don't know if you'd listen to me, but
I can't keep going through the motions
Waiting for someone to save me
From the heaviness in my bones
Am I turning into someone I don't know
I don't have all the answers
I'm just eighteen
Trying to figure out if I'm living a lie or living the dream
Six months in, can't shake the feeling
That I'm not where I need to be, and I don't know why
Everyone wants a future for me, but what's the point
If I don't feel like me anymore
And I, I can't find myself anywhere now
I don't know why
And I, I am sick and tired of lying through my teeth (I'm okay)
Because I don't know if you'd believe me, but
I can't keep going through the motions
Waiting for someone to save me
From the heaviness in my bones
Am I turning into someone I don't know
I don't have all the answers
I'm just eighteen
Trying to figure out if I'm living a lie or living the dream
I know everyone's watching me
Waiting for me to live out all their dreams
Don't want to be a disappointment
But I don't feel like me
I know everyone's watching me
Waiting for me to live out all their dreams
Can't carry the weight of these expectations
Don't want them to bury me
So I've got some feelings to work out
Wish I knew how to clear my way through
All the doubts and fears and teenage years
And live without losing the rest of me
But I, I can't find myself anywhere now
Think I know why
And I just want to know, I just want to know why
Everything is heavier now
I'm screaming without making a sound
Wish somebody could hear me, I'm losing my mind
And I, I can't find myself anywhere now
I don't know why
And I, I am sick and tired of lying through my teeth (I'm fine)
Because I don't know if you'd listen to me, but
I can't keep going through the motions
Waiting for someone to save me
From the heaviness in my bones
Am I turning into someone I don't know
I don't have all the answers
I'm just eighteen
Trying to figure out if I'm living a lie or living the dream
Six months in, can't shake the feeling
That I'm not where I need to be, and I don't know why
Everyone wants a future for me, but what's the point
If I don't feel like me anymore
And I, I can't find myself anywhere now
I don't know why
And I, I am sick and tired of lying through my teeth (I'm okay)
Because I don't know if you'd believe me, but
I can't keep going through the motions
Waiting for someone to save me
From the heaviness in my bones
Am I turning into someone I don't know
I don't have all the answers
I'm just eighteen
Trying to figure out if I'm living a lie or living the dream
I know everyone's watching me
Waiting for me to live out all their dreams
Don't want to be a disappointment
But I don't feel like me
I know everyone's watching me
Waiting for me to live out all their dreams
Can't carry the weight of these expectations
Don't want them to bury me
So I've got some feelings to work out
Wish I knew how to clear my way through
All the doubts and fears and teenage years
And live without losing the rest of me
But I, I can't find myself anywhere now
Think I know why
Credits
Writer(s): Eliza Carlson
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