Glass

I'm tryna get my head right
I've been on a left, right path
With a left, right jab from the trauma
Looking at my life with a magnifying glass at the past
Hoping that I don't crash like my mama
Seeking out nirvana anywhere that I can find it
Holding on to patience in the storm when I'm reminded
Everyday a one two step
Gotta catch my breath before I lose my head on silent

Guide my path when I'm asleep
Keep me safe from enemies
Show me where to go
Stay on road is what he's telling me
Help me to deal with my past
So this pain inside won't last
I'm made of glass
Every once in a while, things will trigger me

Trigger happy when it comes to stuff inside my head I'm shooting out my trigger finger
Everybody standing in the radius and getting hit with anything that's coming out it
I cannot control it on the down low, so I spiral, out of control
Tryna maintain, but I can't hold, can't hold this in no more
So watch out, please take cover
I'm doing my best just to recover
The past affects the present, I need help so my future don't suffer
I tend to overthink a lot and I get lost inside my train of thought
This is heavy, dealing with a lot
I pray daily just to stay a top, yeah yeah

You can not do this alone, my son, my son
How many times must I tell you, my son, my son
No matter how far you run, my son, my son
I won't leave you nor forsake you, my son, my son

Guide my path when I'm asleep
Keep me safe from enemies
Show me where to go
Stay on road is what he's telling me
Help me to deal with my past
So this pain inside won't last
I'm made of glass
Every once in a while, things will trigger me