if i had a funeral

If I had a funeral would you come
Tell every single person how I was the one that got away
When you and I both know
You could've stayed

If I had a funeral would you speak
Tell every single person you regret the last words you said to me
Just 'cus you were angry

Or did all those years mean nothing (yea)

'Cus It's hard for me to believe
That you could go on smiling
After loving me so mean
'Cus I can't stop crying
And you seem fine
Maybe it was all a lie
It's just hard being alive
Knowing you wouldn't care if I died

If I had a funeral would you mourn
Would you finally decide to give up all those stupid times you kept score
And blamed your wrongs on me

If I had a funeral would you weep
Would you wish on every star
And pray to God for one more time that you could hold me

Would it kill you just to say that you feel sorry (yea)

'Cus It's hard for me to believe
That you could go on smiling
After loving me so mean
'Cus I can't stop crying
And you seem fine
Maybe it was all a lie
But I don't wanna live a life
Knowing you wouldn't care if I died

You were gonna be the one I got buried beside
Now you're the worst heartbreak of my life
Why?
Oh, why did you leave me behind?

'Cus it's hard for me to believe
You could go on thriving
After promising me everything
'Cus I feel like I'm dying
But hey
I'm glad you're fine
I just hate being alive
knowing you wouldn't care if I



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Writer(s): Savannah Ashley
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