Growing Pains

I'm scared to death
But you probably couldn't tell from my last note that
Doubts been running through my head
I been losing sleep trying to make time stretch
I want it so bad
To make my family proud and relieve their stress
But now I'm uncertain
If I can build my wings or if I may crash

As I sit on this plane thinking maybe this was all for nothing
We all die one day why you wasting your time
Chasing things to forget?
One in a billion chance you're even gonna make it
And what if it don't work out self doubt
Has got a grip on my mind

So I surrender control to the things that I can't
See myself on a road and I know
There's a guiding hand
Though these fears may enter in my mind
I know they'll never stay
Now these doubts are just like growing pains
Your doubts are only growing pains

And what if I wake up
Out of this dream that I made up
Still nowhere by 30 I
Guess I better look for the safe road
But what about when I lay down
For the final time
Could I be happy knowing I
Lived a life that wasn't mine?

I surrender control to the things that I can't
See myself on a road and I know
There's a guiding hand
Though these fears may enter in my mind
I know they'll never stay
Now these doubts are just like growing pains
Your doubts are only growing pains

Now I sit on this plane thinking maybe I could make it happen
We all die one day better chase your dreams
Don't look back and regret
"One in a billion chance you're even gonna make it"
Well baby that's alright with me
Cause one is all I'll ever need