Sister and Brothers

What if I
Learned to fly
Flew away from here, pass the pier
Finding myself along the way

Do I dare
Bring myself down
Or try to stay happier, when life's a blur
I have failed to do that as well

If I say I can't make it out
Then I'll lose all the good things now

My sister and brothers have been there for me
And my father and mother they let me speak
And all of those ex friends they taught me well

I got people I hold on to
When it's not good for me
I don't wanna lose them or deal with grief
I've lost so much, why lose another piece

As life passes by I see all the people
They smile back but I know down deeper
That they just want something more

Please tell me why I feel the need to love you
My body is broken with the pain but I still want to
I ask around, why I attach myself

I'm too good to let myself just rot
So I can't keep losing what I've got

My sister and brothers have been there for me
And my father and mother they let me speak
And all of those ex friends they taught me well

I've got people I hold on to
When it's not good for me
I don't wanna lose them or deal with grief
I've lost so much, why lose another piece
I've lost so much, can't lose another me