What I'll Never Be

I can still remember
When I dared to have dreams
Somehow all my plans
Fell apart at the seams
I was ready to win
But I got crushing defeat
I've tried ever since
To get back on my feet

I had a game plan
And I was moving along
Now I'm a changed man
And the fear is so strong
Of what I'll never be
It eats away at me
The things I'll never see
And what I'll never be

I hit the ground running
And I never looked back
I had it all figured out
Except I didn't know jack
I wanted upward, forward
Better and more
Now I'm way past prime
And halfway out the door

I can't deny it
It's hurting me so bad
Can't even hide it
And it's making me so sad
What I'll never be
Somebody meant for me?
The possibilities
And what I'll never be

I'm not the kind
To wallow in my misery
I want to seize the day
While I'm still able to breathe
There is still so much
I want to add to the story
I'll fight tooth and nail
For every moment of glory

It's really useless
Worrying about the unknown
I'm mostly clueless
But I'm making it work as I go
What I'll never be
Is not a certainty
It's not destiny
What I'll never be
It's really up to me
What I will and will not be



Credits
Writer(s): Karlsson Patric Per Johan
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