Your Only Fan

I was your only fan
And here you were giving your money to only fans
How did I see a man
In this little boy who can't keep his dick in his pants
How did you have a chance
And how did you get me to give it up on demand
Now that's shit's banned
You have been canned, cancelled Time for a change of plans

I was your only fan
And here you were giving your money to only fans
How did I see a man
In this little boy who can't keep his dick in his pants
How did you have a chance
And how did you get me to give it up on demand
Now that's shit's banned
You have been canned, cancelled Time for a change of plans

A crowd of one, never any fun
I guess that's probably why you fucked everyone
What a damn shame
I called out your name
Once, twice, many times
And each one in vein
Much like the pain
In which you got me swimming
I tread all that water
When drowning feels like winning
Until I can't ignore I've lost sight of the shore
And I don't know if I can stay afloat anymore
What a damn chore
Cleaning up your life
What a fucking mess
I will never be your wife
But there once was a time
During which you were mine
When I worshipped you
Like you were divine
Had a change of mind, I'll be fine
But you, sir, are not fine of any fucking kind
It is highly recommended
That you find the incline
To search for your soul
On the run like it's Clyde
I am not your Bonnie
I am not your mommy
This sure as fuck ain't no Pam and Tommy
We ain't making movies
But I am making moves
Uhaul loaded, get the fuck away from you
Change my number
Change my name
Change anything that helped me go insane
Where is my brain
Where is my mind
Nothing left for us in this lifetime

I was your only fan
And here you were giving your money to only fans
How did I see a man
In this little boy who can't keep his dick in his pants
How did you have a chance
And how did you get me to give it up on demand
Now that's shit's banned
You have been canned, cancelled Time for a change of plans

I was your only fan
And here you were giving your money to only fans
How did I see a man
In this little boy who can't keep his dick in his pants
How did you have a chance
And how did you get me to give it up on demand
Now that's shit's banned
You have been canned, cancelled Time for a change of plans

I wanna hurt you
But I can't do that to myself
As if my pain was anything that you ever felt
I try not to be embarrassed
That I'm out here looking stupid
I can't be ashamed of what I did
Cause it is not what you did

Wanna hurt you
But I can't do that to myself
As if my pain was anything that you ever felt
I try not to be embarrassed
That I'm out here looking stupid
I can't be ashamed of what I did
Cause it is not what you did