Feel It Healin'

You know I've been through a lot of loss in my life
I've lost friends, family
I've even lost myself a couple of times throughout my journey
For a long time I felt this weight on me
Something that I could never push off
Maybe it was depression maybe it was regret
But ever since I met you I can feel it healing

I feel like my heart is just breaking
Why the fuck God always taking the things that just matter the most
I just feel like a ghost does he love always making
My life into something like Job funny I'm feeling like Cole
So I pick up the pen just say hi to my friend
And I get up again so I hit it and go and I'm picking my rose
Cause you never know if you gon get it alive
Never know if you gon make it to rise
Never know if you gon make it to shine
Here you go again just breaking my mind
Never taking my life but my livelihood
Always get tight cause I'm right and I'm by the book
Never in sight for the times I got fried and cooked
Always get slight in the fight but I bite the bull
Bite the bullet I just had to pull it
But I had to do it so I roll back
Had to prove it so I had to do it
No I didn't choose it so I slowed back
All the times we had, all the rhymes we had
All the life we had, all the fights we had
All the rides we had, all the sights we had
All the frights we had, so I chose that
As the fuel for the flight
Mortal Kombat he be testing my might
Martin Luther he be testing my rights
Darkness creeping he be testing my light
He be testing my life
And I didn't pass sometimes
And I didn't laugh sometimes
But I need his ass sometimes
And I'm finna craft some rhymes

Cause I feel it healing
Yea yea yea
Cause I feel it healing
yea yea yea
Cause I feel it healing blow the roof off the ceiling
Feel it peeling all the pain that was killing
Finna kill it all my niggas is winning
Finna spill it feel my cup overfilling
I'm already up at the top
Life is just something that's never gon' stop
Keeping my pictures before they get cropped
Thinking about you I go and get sauced lost

In a sea of thoughts
One directive be a boss
One direction he was tossed
Rick and Morty, Ricky Ross
Be a funny guy and laugh through all the loss or
Take that pain and turn it into gain
No matter what the cost
Gotta make it 'fore my coffin
Don't care what you was lost in
You niggas Ricky Bobby
I'm more like Ricky Martin
Talladega nights is often
Race car driving brakes will soften
Crash and burns if you don't want that first place
Please just get up off me

Don't say my name so softly
Put respect when you go call me
You go back to neutral
Then it's clear that you gon' fucking stall me
Don't applaud me yet
I gotta win and go and pick my roses
They know I'm nice but see no ice
Wonder why I'm not frozen
I'm hot like comet Sozen
I'm built like I was Conan
I'm not no Harry Potter
But yo daughter know I'm chosen
So it's yolo when I'm solo
Catch me in my Go Pro when I go pro
Passing all these bozos playing Marco Polo
Eating Rolos look like Frodo
I'ma knock em out like Cotto
I'ma freeze the game like Frozone
Change the climate and the ozone
Cause the world gon' see my scars
And then I'll take my rightful place
They gon' see how hard it was
And they gon' see how much it take
They gon' hear my hurtful story
And they gon' see that this my fate
They gon' see the cracks inside
But they gon' know I did not break
And I did pass sometimes
And I did laugh sometimes
And I need his ass sometimes
So I'm finna craft some rhymes

Cause I feel it healing
yea yea yea
Cause I feel it healing
yea yea yea
Cause I feel it healing blow the roof off the ceiling
Feel it peeling all the pain that was killing
Finna kill it all my niggas is winning
Finna spill it feel my cup overfilling
I'm already up at the top
Life is just something that's never gon stop
Keeping my pictures before they get cropped
Thinking about you I go and get sauced lost

You know when I think about you guys
I go and get sauced and then I'm lost
But thankfully, someone found me