growing out

Tell me what you need right now
I've sunk way too far in the couch
And I can't seem to find the right route
It's been too long since I've grown my hair out

Sometimes I feel like I'm the issue
Cause I know that I might still miss you
I need someone I can relate to
I'm so caught up in the plants that I grew

And you never reach out
Filling my head with words of doubtfulness
And I might pass out
Breathing in the air that makes me want you less
They feed me with an existential crisis
They fuel me with the need for just one more kiss

I need another break from all the noises
They're getting in my head like rigor mortis
I need another break I can't afford this
You're getting in my head cause you're so gorgeous

I wish you cared more like me
I wish you had a sense of sympathy
I never needed you to like me
I know you did it all to spite me

And now my hair is growing out
And all the leaves have hit the ground
I'll make sure not to knock too loud
I'm begging for you to figure it out
And now my hair is growing out
And all the leaves have hit the ground
I'm begging for you to figure it out
I'm begging for you to figure it out

And now my hair is growing out
And all the leaves have hit the ground
I'll make sure not to knock too loud
I'm begging for you to figure it out
And now my hair is growing out
And all the leaves have hit the ground
I'm begging for you to figure it out
I'm begging for you to figure it out

And you never reach out
Filling my head with words of doubtfulness
And I might pass out
Breathing in the air that makes me want you less
They feed me with an existential crisis
They fuel me with the need for just one more kiss