too late

When I close my eyes to dream
About what could have been
I've lived a lifetime not myself
Unlike everybody else

I've seen you twice in my whole life
You chose a sword, I chose a knife
I tried so long, I tried so hard
But everything fell apart

I just hate the way I am
I don't at all understand
Why the world pretends to see
Who they really think is me?

I'm not one to be dramatic
But religion's been traumatic
And if there's a God above
Why do we hate more than we love?

Maybe one day it'll be over
Strawberries and four leaf clovers
And I'll sob and weep and sigh
I no longer want to

I just can't love who I am
I don't at all understand
Who the world thinks that they see
When they turn to look at me?

I've been waiting for so long
To tell you something was wrong
Figured it could always wait
But it seems I am too late



Credits
Writer(s): Jillian Escobar
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