Deranged

I pray a lot lately
Not to a god
No I just pray that no-one hears me think
Keep this voice trapped in my mind
And tell you that I'm doing fine
But Now I pray that no-one hears me think
Will you remember me When there's nothing left
I try so hard You put me to the test
This disconnection fills us with such disrespect
You go alone There's a feeling in my chest
I'll do us both a favor And make this my final breath
I check myself daily
Not feeling right But I'm not ready to let go and sink
I've got a long way left to climb But this scene is so sublime
I'm fucking begging you Don't let me drink
Will you enable me
(Until there's nothing left here)
Until there's nothing left
I tried so hard You put me to the test
This disconnection fills us with such disrespect
Does this hurt, will this heal I just pray for something real
Cause this distance between my reality
Just puts you further out of reach
I'm doing fine Every day's a fucking grind
Every thought is out of line There is chaos in my mind
Do I remind you of a time When you felt that you could fly
And in the daydreams of the sky
You looked the devil in the eye
Does this hurt, will this heal I just pray for something real
Cause this distance between my reality
Just puts you further out of reach
I try so hard You put me to the test
This disconnection fills us with such disrespect
You go alone There's a feeling in my chest
I'll do us both a favor And make this my final breath
When I close my eyes I see the devil staring back at me



Credits
Writer(s): Andy Berry, Jarred Hauschild, Mike Blackie, Rick Mcloughlin
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