God Complex
Look, I've been treated to the errors of my ways
Losing my direction, should I put this shit in Waze
Stressing Imma lose it over music and the fame
Hoping I can get up to the point where everybody know the name
I did so much to change, and saying this is strange
But I'm in another chapter, we ain't on the same page
My friends hoping all this god talk is just a phase
But really that's my armor that's protecting from the pain
This god complex been around for so long
I don't even feel remorse when I'm doing shit wrong
An angel just a devil all it takes is a fall
So is that me growing up or just embracing more flaws?
And never fixing shit, nowadays I don't even see a benefit
But I don't want to be depressed or a hedonist
And I don't think these sides of me can even coexist
So how do I exist?
So how do I exist?
So how do I exist?
So how do I exist?
So how do I exist?
If I'm wrong why does this feel right
All this baggage on my back it start to feel light
I don't even need to heal right?
I just got to keep it pushing till I get another deal right?
Those the thoughts that be running through my head
If I don't suck it up and keep it moving then I'm dead
Got too many things to prove about myself, instead
I'll just push it deep down until I detonate again
I refuse to be a trend, that's what my fam says
Every time I open up about my mental health they don't believe a damn thing
Cuz it's hip to claim an illness just to level up your fanbase
I mean I barely have a fan page
For 22 years I felt alone, running circles in this rat maze
I really had nobody backstage
And I pushed away the only one I wanted, what does that say
That's why I love the friends I have now
It hurts me even more to think that Imma let them down
We call each other king, but I was turning down the crown
Cuz what's another God if his believers ain't around
If I'm wrong why does this feel right
All this baggage on my back it start to feel light
I don't even need to heal right?
I just got to keep it pushing till I get another deal right?
Losing my direction, should I put this shit in Waze
Stressing Imma lose it over music and the fame
Hoping I can get up to the point where everybody know the name
I did so much to change, and saying this is strange
But I'm in another chapter, we ain't on the same page
My friends hoping all this god talk is just a phase
But really that's my armor that's protecting from the pain
This god complex been around for so long
I don't even feel remorse when I'm doing shit wrong
An angel just a devil all it takes is a fall
So is that me growing up or just embracing more flaws?
And never fixing shit, nowadays I don't even see a benefit
But I don't want to be depressed or a hedonist
And I don't think these sides of me can even coexist
So how do I exist?
So how do I exist?
So how do I exist?
So how do I exist?
So how do I exist?
If I'm wrong why does this feel right
All this baggage on my back it start to feel light
I don't even need to heal right?
I just got to keep it pushing till I get another deal right?
Those the thoughts that be running through my head
If I don't suck it up and keep it moving then I'm dead
Got too many things to prove about myself, instead
I'll just push it deep down until I detonate again
I refuse to be a trend, that's what my fam says
Every time I open up about my mental health they don't believe a damn thing
Cuz it's hip to claim an illness just to level up your fanbase
I mean I barely have a fan page
For 22 years I felt alone, running circles in this rat maze
I really had nobody backstage
And I pushed away the only one I wanted, what does that say
That's why I love the friends I have now
It hurts me even more to think that Imma let them down
We call each other king, but I was turning down the crown
Cuz what's another God if his believers ain't around
If I'm wrong why does this feel right
All this baggage on my back it start to feel light
I don't even need to heal right?
I just got to keep it pushing till I get another deal right?
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Writer(s): Michael Forrest
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