Losin'

I'll still watch you from the side to make sure you're okay
I got love for you but there's games that I won't play
I could give you your favourite clothes, still you won't change
So I got to go my own way at my own pace
It got a little hectic, I'm onto the next bitch
Too much left neglected, can't finish a sentence
I hate to tell you baby, but it just isn't workin'
Two different people, two different verdicts
I want you baby girl, but not this
I'd rather be alone than toxic
You would rather take and not give
I'm losin' my shit
I pour a little extra in my cup because of you
Throw it a little upper in there, fuck what it do
The shit that I've been going through is really nothing new
Nothing left to prove and nothing left to lose still I'm

Losin' my shit, losin' my shit, losin' my shit, losin' my shit
Still I'm losin' my, yeah I'm losin' my
Whenever I'm with you, whenever I'm with you
Whenever I'm with you, whenever I'm with you I'm losin' my shit
I'm losin' my shit

Lost touch with the touch and affection
Used to call you on the way home
We got lost in connection
Tried to buy your love back but we grew apart
Guess that's the cost of progression
Win or lose, win or lose
I just hope you know
That I still fucking love you
But that's why I tend to lose control
I just want love
Girl what's your problem with that?
I'm puttin' it all in the past
But maybe that's it, I just keep pushing it down
Because I don't want you to react
I just been bottlin' feelings
The bottles been crackin'
Let me grab my cup and catch it
Sippin' and smokin' on blunt ashes
I just wanna let you go
But everytime I try I fold
So call me around 6 when the drinks extra stiff
Talk nice girl or I'm going to lose my shit

I've been losin' mine, I've been losin' mine, I've been losin' mine
I've been losin' mine, I've been losin' mine, I've been losin' mine
I've been losin' mine, yeah I've been losin' mine