Drug Addict
Did you really love me
Or were you chasing clout
Yeah you coulda been gay
But you seem kinda straightened out
You made me feel safe
You made me feel secure
But none of this prepared me for
The pain that i endured
But no one got to know you
The way I did
And I blame what you when through
Since when you were a kid
It's not an excuse
Cause that's not really fair
You made me feel like shit
When I was already there
I needed reassurance
I was always scared
But it's not my fault your soul
Has the complexion of your hair
When we first got together
I couldn't help but stare
But the blinking
Was what I needed
I was never aware
When we broke up
I stopped my medication
Me with no meds
That's a dangerous creation
You can blame it on me
Cause we know its not your fault
I assumed you were sugar
But you sodium you salt
You sounded better when you weren't talking
I needed you to hold me down
You got up and started walking
Everything was good
Till you took a plane
Its like you kinda washed me out
Like an ugly stain
And we never talked again
When you got back
But I was your only friend
So explain that
Nah cause i'm Just kidding
We were never friends
Cause you kept me a secret
Till the very end
I'm a drug addict
I'm a drug addict
I'm a drug addict
And I'm still addicted to you
The power you have over me
Was God gifted to you
When you first flew away
Something shifted I knew
We were fallin' out of love
I couldn't see a way through
You made me feel like
No one
Else before
Baby You were my window
When god was closing my door
There was a small time
That I couldn't ask for more
But then it all changed
Cause you turned into a chore
I really needed you
Down on my knees
I had to plead you
That you would never leave
But you broke my heart
And you never returned
But I'm still addicted to you
Like the marijuana that I burn
I'm a drug addict
I'm a drug addict
I'm a drug addict
Did you really love me
I'll never really know
Your parents never met me
Cause my skin wasn't like snow
And you never really kissed me
Cause you said that you forgot
I tried to earn your kindness
But your love couldn't be bought
And now its really over
But never in my head
So my feelings are alive
But my relationship is dead
And you never had glasses
But you can clearly see
That you were never truly
In love with me
I'm a drug addict
I'm a drug addict
I'm a drug addict
I'm a drug addict
I'm a drug addict
Or were you chasing clout
Yeah you coulda been gay
But you seem kinda straightened out
You made me feel safe
You made me feel secure
But none of this prepared me for
The pain that i endured
But no one got to know you
The way I did
And I blame what you when through
Since when you were a kid
It's not an excuse
Cause that's not really fair
You made me feel like shit
When I was already there
I needed reassurance
I was always scared
But it's not my fault your soul
Has the complexion of your hair
When we first got together
I couldn't help but stare
But the blinking
Was what I needed
I was never aware
When we broke up
I stopped my medication
Me with no meds
That's a dangerous creation
You can blame it on me
Cause we know its not your fault
I assumed you were sugar
But you sodium you salt
You sounded better when you weren't talking
I needed you to hold me down
You got up and started walking
Everything was good
Till you took a plane
Its like you kinda washed me out
Like an ugly stain
And we never talked again
When you got back
But I was your only friend
So explain that
Nah cause i'm Just kidding
We were never friends
Cause you kept me a secret
Till the very end
I'm a drug addict
I'm a drug addict
I'm a drug addict
And I'm still addicted to you
The power you have over me
Was God gifted to you
When you first flew away
Something shifted I knew
We were fallin' out of love
I couldn't see a way through
You made me feel like
No one
Else before
Baby You were my window
When god was closing my door
There was a small time
That I couldn't ask for more
But then it all changed
Cause you turned into a chore
I really needed you
Down on my knees
I had to plead you
That you would never leave
But you broke my heart
And you never returned
But I'm still addicted to you
Like the marijuana that I burn
I'm a drug addict
I'm a drug addict
I'm a drug addict
Did you really love me
I'll never really know
Your parents never met me
Cause my skin wasn't like snow
And you never really kissed me
Cause you said that you forgot
I tried to earn your kindness
But your love couldn't be bought
And now its really over
But never in my head
So my feelings are alive
But my relationship is dead
And you never had glasses
But you can clearly see
That you were never truly
In love with me
I'm a drug addict
I'm a drug addict
I'm a drug addict
I'm a drug addict
I'm a drug addict
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Writer(s): Tina Orrick
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