Seven

So sorry to say goodbye
But there's comfort in knowing this is the last time
That I'll see you
Cause all your words left me bleeding

I wish I hadn't cried those tears over
You made me wanna die
And you meant to
You seek joy in my pain

I dragged you up a mountain
I loved you when no one else did
I had your back the whole time
Even put myself on the line

I wish I was a little bit stronger
Had my guard up a little while longer
Didn't notice the knife in my back
But you twist it now just to get me to crack
To crack
And oh I cracked

Can't pretend that I'm not on the mend
Shattered to pieces broken
I wish I died when I open my eyes
Try to starve myself so I can sleep at night

I beg you for a little bit of mercy
You once told me how much you loved me
Tore apart my entire life
Collected all of the tears that I'd cried

I dragged you up a mountain
I loved you when no one else did
I had your back the whole time
Even put myself on the line

I wish I was a little bit stronger
Had my guard up a little while longer
Didn't notice the knife in my back
But you twist it now just to get me to crack
To crack
And oh I cracked

Come back weeks later
Surprised when I didn't wanna
Be by your side again
Can't take another knife again

Can't let go
Of all these slings and arrows
When you refuse
To even care

I dragged you up a mountain
I loved you when no one else did
I had your back the whole time
Even put myself on the line

I wish I was a little bit stronger
Had my guard up a little while longer
Didn't notice the knife in my back
But you twist it now just to get me to crack
To crack
And I'm stuck trying to glue the pieces back