Gettin Bye

Shit that's jevi bro
What up bro
What up though
Look like you doing good man
Shit let a motherfucker
Hold something

I'm racing time
The days collide
Just face the lies
The pain i hide
Is state of mind
Will fade in time
Obey the signs
Someday you'll find
We're made to die
By fates design
So wave goodbye
No tape rewind
Or way to fly
To eighty nine
We may survive
Let faith decide
Just stay alive
Can't change the tide
Escape this ride
Or trade in size
I made it by
Just scraping by
Creating rhymes
And stayed the grind
No way to try
Explain the vibe
Don't plagiarize
Or patronize
I'm hanging by a lace
Like jays that sway from wires On cable lines
It may look great
If great's a place
That makes you cry
In lakes of fire
Unstable trying to stabilize
I'm plagued until i vaporize
And face demise
So in your face
I fake a smile
And pray for grace
Embrace denial
A waste of space
May take awhile
Til i say hi

Hi
I might smile
When I'm in your face
I'm just getting by
Feels like i don't fit anyplace
Don't know why i try
Don't know how
I'm falling from grace
Still trying to fly
Feels like I'm just
A waste of space
While I'm getting by

Battle depression
From a past of oppression
Lived with addicts and felons
Stricken actively stressing
Sick and sadness affected me
My actions reflected
Down a path to corrections
Have traumatic collections
Left attached to my retinas
My reckoning was endless
Stashes of medicine
For steadying my mental
Head shattered defective
From the cracks
In the sediment
Impact of the negligence
Had lasting effects
I spit famine and pestilence
Like adam in genesis then
Ask for repentance
For my passive transgressions
But this laugh is deceptive
When I'm acting Benevolent
It's negative but evident
I have to accept it
Jevi

Hi
I might smile
When I'm in your face
I'm just getting by
Feels like i don't fit anyplace
Don't know why i try
Don't know how
I'm falling from grace (Falling)
Still trying to fly (Gotta keep trying though)
Feels like
I'm just a waste of space (Damn)
While I'm getting by

Mask on and hidden
Head fractured and splitting
In a half like division
Then subtract the additional
Habits addictions
Add a past of affliction
Mix in tragic conditions
Get the math no equivalence
An average statistic
I'm detached from existence
Need a staff of physicians
Give me stacks of prescriptions
Feeling trapped like a victem
Cuz a casket is imminent
Im glad I don't fit in but the
Fact is im getting by

Hi (Jevi)
I might smile
When I'm in your face
I'm just getting by (I might smile)
Feels like i don't fit anyplace (But it ain't real though)
Don't know why i try (I don't know why we alive)
Don't know how (So many problems)
I'm falling from grace
Still trying to fly (Shit's crazy) (Take me to heaven)
Feels like
I'm just a waste of space
While I'm getting by

Time and health
Are two precious assets
That we don't recognize
And appreciate
Until they have been depleted
So take care
Of your mental health
Before it's too late