I have

Have you ever felt alive?
Have you ever thought you could find
A reason to live and a kin to share
Before you die? I know you haven't
Have you ever thought 'bout why?
Have you ever stayed up all night
Pondering alone, tryna search for
A cause in the stars? I know you have
Have you ever tried to fight?
To change the one that you're inside
And gone as far as losing yourself
Before realizing you can't change that?
Were you ever set aside?
Have you ever felt the sore bite
Of being rejected by people you like
To the point where you wish you would die?

Walking on the streets like a zombie, ayy
Looking at the things that I won't be, ayy
Feeling like a creep when I meet humans
Yeah, I know I do not belong here, wow
Tryna find a place in a big scene, wow
Tryna find a place like a misfit, wow
Wandering alone 'tween puzzle pieces
But I don't fit in, no

And I did try to fit in right
And wear a mask, and act alike
And act like I've always been
A part of you, a part of this
Like I wasn't left out on playground
Heh, guess I'm a little bitter still
But I swore that I would make it out
And watch you rot in your little cliques
Swallowing bitter pills like blister steel

Have you ever felt alive?
Have you ever thought you could find
A reason to live and a kin to share
Before you die? I know you haven't
Have you ever thought 'bout why?
Have you ever stayed up all night
Pondering alone, tryna search for
A cause in the stars? I know you have
Have you ever tried to fight?
To change the one that you're inside
And gone as far as losing yourself
Before realizing you can't change that?
Were you ever set aside?
Have you ever felt the sore bite
Of being rejected by people you like
To the point where you wish you would die?
I have