stuck

Another day, another moment missed to have a chance to live
This how I exist, a minor blip still in his momma crib
Tell me what I gotta give
I'm sitting on the fence, other side is greener but I'm thinking, is it worth the risk?
Maybe I ain't built for it
I'm on 85 to work a job, forever stressed and shit
I got too much pride to be behind these other niggas
It's eating at me, gotta fix, or I'm 35 forever sweeping fries at my 9 to 5
This is ludicrous, foolishness, opposite of what I had wanted
No decorum bout this world I'm in
I feel like I'm falling, not unthinkable to break and wince
Niggas pop the k and swiss
Beat it they producing stiffs
I hope that at least ya keys with you when you try to open doors
because you gotta be prepared when opportunities will call
Getting out from where we live is a feat that feels far
But I gotta take the jump, it ain't no choice, I'm a born star

All day, in shame, I stay the same place as yesterday
Same faces, nothing's changed and
And they tell me to accept what I got, take a rest
Nah, I could never stop, god, this is for the best
Pain in my chest, hot, burning till I sweat, I'm yearning for my right mind so I'll never fret
Fuck that

Momentum, I found my rhythm now I'm full of venom
Don't be mental
A rotten mouth could make you lose your dental
Life is fickle until you figure what you really into
Then you on your course for comfort becoming something triple of what you were before, something more
Feel in my core I'm the apple of they eye, they just not sure yet
Until I show them I'm ready, no more taking it steady
I'm moving full force, showing that I can soar
I'm just tryna figure out this shit
This game of life is such a battle with time, I think I'm losing it
I'm on this ride designed to be abusive but pride
It keep my mind in drive, I'm elevating quick

All day, in shame, I stay the same place as yesterday
Same faces, nothing's changed and
And they tell me to accept what I got, take a rest
Nah, I could never stop, god, this is for the best
Pain in my chest, hot, burning till I sweat, I'm yearning for my right mind so I'll never fret
Fuck that

Come hear it loud in your speakers now
All that I'm shouting
Cowards and heathens can simmer down
Love is the power, love all my reasons to keep proceeding to beat all these demons despite it eating me just to smile
Learning to work it out
No pulling my punches, I've stopped running
Took a vow and married what's coming
A future of what I wanted, I think I love it, no fronting
Got in front of my crushing fears, discovered a part of me that was hid, brought me to tears
It's something about airing shit out from your mouth to be then Taken to master and mix then put it out for the kids
I was devout in what devoured the rest of my kin
But I'll get out this troubled south that had mothered me since-
Since the beginning, a cold feeling she would exhibit
Yearning for attention, I grew different, into a menace fearing where he's living
Heart missing, worst of intentions, staying on his pivots He sits, listens, playing the victim
But I'm done with that shit it's not for me
I gotta be better, being the difference, that I'll see, if I start with me
The end of my story up to me, so I can't sleep
I gotta be free
It's time follow my dreams and reap