Five Years, A heartbreak song

Five years
Five years
And I'm still right here
I'm here singing bout you
Girl what'd you do to me
Girl why you cruel to me
Well Whatever you did do baby
I must never did to you
Do You get that boo?

I don't want to die right now
But this whole bottle I might down
Just some shit up on my mind right now
I'm Trying to cope and I don't know how

It seem like Cupid got my ass
But he did not shoot you
I thought that we would last
Feelings was not mutual
So Now I'm singing woe is me
Got me singing like I'm Joedeci

I just I just
I just think it's a shame
Cause everything I can't be tamed
Today I'm taking all the blame off me
Bitch this what you made me be
This what you made me be

And I been trying to rack my brain
Contemplating this pain
And I came across a saying,
"Love and hate the same thing"
Shit, Maybe be
Shit,That Maybe be

Maybe I
Hate that I love you
Would love to hate you
My homie told me
"Boy I'm trying to save you cause

These bitches ain't shit
They just knock of off of your pivot"

But see you
You was my angel
Thought I could change too
It's so insane that I
Call this love shameful
To Think you was my chick
I even saw you being the wife with the kids

But that just not the way things go
My insides hot from the bottle but my heart cold
I think I need to roll up some mo
Going full throttle I might crash on this back road
Oh no

I don't want to die right now
But this whole bottle I might down
Just some shit up on my mind right now
I'm trying to cope and I don't know how

It seem like Cupid got my ass
but he did not shoot you
I thought that we would last
Feelings was not mutual
So Now I'm singing woe is me
Got me singing like I'm Joedeci

My cousin probably tell me that I'm crying on the beat
That's just not what it be
I'm trying to stand on my two feet
But that's hard when your heart don't beat
You Walking like a damn zombie
I even had some good bitches on me

And I been wondering lately
If you wondering of me baby
Be my Wonder Woman baby
I'm in the field but don't want play it
Cause my old love still haunts me
I think I need to move on from it

I could say I hope you doing well
Hope you feel better than myself
Hope you never feel what I felt
Hope you happy with someone else
Nah
Dub that shit
Go to hell

Fuck that bitch
I wish I never fell

And this
Liquor hugging me
It's too much fuckery
Love is nothing to me
Like a tennis player
Man what's up with me
My habits ugly
Look what you done to me

Senselessly humping shit
Can't trust the bitches
That Im fucking with
Don't even want the bitch
I just been hitting
For the fuck of it
She lemme fuck it quick

I feel like
My soul feel tainted but I'm stuck with it
I pray to God he forgive me for my dummy shit
Man fuck this song I'm done with it
I got my point across fuck the bitch