LA Freestyle

Damn I'm sorry I ain't answer you
Ion care no more the care is what I lost for you
Tryna cope in different ways like tryna talk to you
But you ain't sacrifice for me guess I was soft for you
Guess that's the reason I got lost for you
I'm gaining mileage on on the road erasing thoughts for you it's also true
That I've been suffering through all these trials and tribulations
And it's true that I went through mitigation with medication
Cuz I just wanted somebody to hold me close
Life is a highway and I'm blinded by lights from the vehicles
Got really close
To death when I had nearly overdosed
And I ain't popped nun in a while traumatized by the horror smoke
But
Don't get it twisted I still smoke
I still hope
That I'll get over all of the demons and all the lil ghosts
That's haunting my dreams
And all the while it still seems
That I've been good but know I ain't the type to live happy scenes so

Every move mechanical
Yet I'm radical
Had to fly away so I could get
A sabbatical
I'm an animal
But it ain't how it seems
Willing to sacrifice it all so I can follow my dreams
I'm tripping daily even though you know I ain't off the liquor
She went away for a week
So I done went to her sister
And no I ain't gonna miss her
Cuz I do not let me to
It's always me and me and God it never was me and you
I'm the type to make you fall for me then disappear the next day
Really hate myself for that but I'll be good by Wednesday
And the next day
Get my next bae
And the room look like my mind it's really messing up my feng shui
Life a game then let's play
Affect me
Freestyling every single bar
In LA
So I can get me every car
In LA
So I can hit up every bar
In LA

March eighth
I'm at a venue prepping for recitals
Then flipped a switch got semi suicidal
I got a text that Zay was taken from me
I should've met him in the summer now he's buried too deep
Six feet
Six seconds that had changed my life
Since then I've been living in pain the trauma fairly ripe
I turned to drugs instead of God and it got dangerous
I turned to sex instead of God and it got dangerous
These days I'm staying above the water trying not to drown
I'm tryna hold back with these women keep it holy now
But it get tough when smiles last for just a couple seconds
Lord God you know I need you now you know my hope is resting
In your plan but I just wanna feel you hugging me
And loving me
I'm tryna be faithful to you and to your word but know the flesh I'm in keep tugging me
So this I pray while in LA I pray you set me free



Credits
Writer(s): Oriah Rosenblit
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