Lose A Friend

I just wanna wake up
From these bad dreams
Every time I go to sleep I need a Vaccine
This depressions a sickness and everyone knows that I got it
If misery loves company then lets talk about it
How come I'm alone
The reason I feel like I'm losing this war
Is cause I fight on my own
Yeah I said it I'm all on my own
And I feel like I can't have a bad day
They ask how I'm doing just to hear that I'm okay
So I tell em I'm fine
Then I ask that question inside
Do they know that I'm lying
But I'd rather do that than to feel like I'm wasting they time
Don't nobody care that I'm dying inside
Does anyone know that I don't feel alive

If you pick me up
Can you hold on to me tightly
The thought of me falling again
Is honestly frightening
Cause I can't go through it again
I can't keep playing pretend
I don't want lose to my thoughts
But I don't think I can win
I don't think I'll find the answers or strength
Cause I just feel empty inside
When I'm searching within
I gotta battle the darkness inside if I wanna live

I don't know what I'm fighting for
Can anybody tell me what I'm fighting for
Cause I don't see the point in all this
They say that they're fighting for me
I don't ever see it though
I don't ever see it
Maybe I just need a friend
Or maybe I should fight it more
But I can't ever beat it
Don't feel like I'm me no more
If people really love me
Can you tell me why they leaving
Cause people say they love me
But they always end up leaving

Pick me up
Pull me close
Hold me tightly
Till you put me down
Pick me up
Pull me close
Hold me tightly
Till you put me down