Having You There (feat. JHÔN the Gift & Qx3rd)

No suicide
I'm a take on life head first
You wont find me in a hearse
Keep my name out your curses
I'm outta pocket but you ain't
Diggin in your purses
Got bottled water you don't
Even got to purchase
More internet searches
No more controversies
Living with a purpose
A love lust surplus
Confident not arrogant
Knowing that I'm heaven sent
So I came to represent
It's evident
The glove fits but lets
Put that all aside
I've finally arrived
Are you ready for the ride
Raise the roof
Hands to the sky
Let your little light shine
Know the devil is a liar
You were the apple of my eye
The spirit of my vessel
What controls my heart
I tend to wrestle with
My mind and my
My mind on the money
Bet I can't catch
More butterflies with honey
I'm a dummy
You loved me still
I wanted much more
Now I cant tell the ceiling
From the floor
The window from the door
From the windows to the walls
Did I have to take her down
Self inflicted wounds and all
Saw a future so beautiful
Head was in the stars
First we walked the moon
Then we flew to mars
Lovely conversations
Buying bottles from the bar
Can take this to the bedroom and
Finish what we started
Instead we let go to soon and
Broke each others hearts
Instead we let go to soon and
Broke each others hearts
Were stupid
Searching for somebody there's
Nobody and were clueless
Can't find you
You can't find me
Different cities we're the new kids
Trying to keep from missing you
Too much and it's useless
Gotta be honest with ourselves know The truth is
It's useless
It's useless, yeah
Gone and get the wedding ring
The wedding ring
Apologies for everything
Everything
God be my witness
The thing that'll change your life
Is forgiveness
Stop playing the victim
Let's get back to business
I thank you
For everything you've given me
In trust
Lord I thank you
I know I don't tell you enough
Lord I thank you
Even held it down when
Times got rough
Lord
I thank you
I thank you
Lord

Time to kick it 'til the sole in my
Ten shoe out
Back to slicing emcees with the
Ginzu now
I'm a black let me know
When this get you proud
Cause I be talking to my God but
Fridge too loud
So I karate kick the track like
Sig su a ou
Told her to turn up the beat til
The bitch blew out
Make her say unh
Make her say ooh wow
Make her say unh
Make her say aye
We celebrating
Let 'em hate
Bring out the reparations
Gold bars cascading up and down
The dining tables
You hope
Ya homies put ya games back
In the right cases
That's how I'm here to put
The game back in the right place
Instead of Cops on the block
Fighting for their space
Figure they could
Murder more people
Through the airwaves
Make em do whatever they want
For their plays make em do
Whatever they want
For their praise
It's cool, keep talking
And you gone see me
Cause you an OPP and I'm not
Down with O-P-P s
OH pleas said that you
Were with me til the end
O-O-P's
There goes a another friend
Like suffering check addicts
I have got to get the bucks or
Recovering sex addict
Trying not to give a fuck
Its pitiful, the truth is unequivocal
To little chumps
He's pivotal, frying the frivolous
Until he give it up
Rippin until Jesus
Reappear and come deliver us
Because they say
They want the beef
But they can't take a sliver of it
Taking all the shots
Trying not to chop my liver up
You talk in that trash, Grouch
Get another dentist bruh
If you don't take the time
To try to fix
However much you have of this
Feeling of unworthiness
A neverending ego trip
Is what you get
I ain't tripping
I ain't slipping
I ain't slick
But muh fuckas can't see me
They eyes ain't shit
If you can change the weather
By putting these texts together
It's strange all this pressure
Came from rearranging letters
All the stress you getcha
From these words
You learn to leverage
Baby, maybe I can
Get this cheddar
Wit my cleverness
No Pyrex
Started taking different measures
Feeling better
Til I feel like a great myself
Won't hate long as I don't hate myself
What's the worst a hater gone do
Laugh at me
Keep em muhfuckin mad wit me
Like the magazines
Just to drop a couple jokes like casualties
I'd like to thank hip hop for
Having me
What's the worst a hater gone do
Laugh at me?
Keep em muhfuckin mad wit me
Like the magazines
Just to drop a couple jokes
Like casualties
I'd like to thank God for
Having me here