Battles In My Head

Yeah
Hunnid people all around
Still, I feel alone, why the fuck I'm feeling down
The ones that I get close to end up pushing me around
Stuck in Purgatory, hide it with a fucking smile

I just hit all my homies, they gave some shit advice
The money coming and going so I don't listen twice
If you catching me slippin, know I'm on thin ice
You couldn't walk in these shoes, yeah, they are a bigger size
Wait

The 808 keeps me awake
Make another song that I won't drop, I need a break
Before I break down, but I'm still working every day
I need a verse from drake, with production from Kanye
I set a fire in my heart, it don't burn out though
I became the best version of me, but somewhere I lost
A piece of me, my friends all loved, that part caused doubt though
Murdered him, I been livin' way better without bro
That shit was brutal but honestly it was needed
Turned savage then I unleashed it
Upon everybody that ever doubted me
Can you feel it?
I do this shit every day, from Monday then through the weekend
It's funny how y'all can't see it
Y'all wouldn't know talent if it looked you in your eyes
The songs don't write themselves, the beat it is all mine
The business growing beautifully, money is looking fine
But I want the whole world, I ain't stoppin till it's all mine
It's never mine though

It will be
Just
Just pay attention

Uh
I fight my demons, they fighting back
You can hate on me, but in the end I'm the one that's blessed
Stay true to myself, spit facts on like every track
Some dudes in my DM's are like goddamn your shit is wack
Haha, right
Do this dolo, my neighbors must really hate the boy
I mean day after day the music is loud, of course
The speakers blasting the same beat on and on
You know it's funny how I have a whole catalogue y'all ain't heard before
Killing beats do that daily, yeah, now you know
I done found my latest flow
Fuck KD yeah he's gone
There's a whole collection I done released my old songs
I'm busy, I just stay flowing
Chase dreams, yeah I keep on going
Fuck the politics man I rap because I enjoy it
I make a track then I throw it
Away because it's just wack, stupid flow and
I just don't feel it
It's crazy what they believe in
It's crazy what I'm achieving
My heart aches it might be bleeding
My heart broke a dozen times
I'm done with all of the lies
This shit might be over if that's what the boy decides
Turn heartless just to provide
For my family, friends and I
See easy has never done it
That road is just one big lie, fuck

Fought my demons but they fought back hard
This shit is therapy to me, disguise that shit as art(Yeah)
Last night I shed a tear about another song(Ay)
Swear that shit was a reminder to myself to keep on going on

Battles in my head I'm in a constant state of stress
Scared that I might lose this, I just wanna go to bed
Sleep all this shit out, but I can't sleep though I'm distressed
At least if this is over, know my mind will be at rest, but I digress

Fuck

(Hahaha)



Credits
Writer(s): Kevin Drecht
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