Almost Lovers

I shouldn't have done it
But I did and I'm sad
What a cruel fucking joke
That you can save all of that
I got no one to blame
But myself for looking back
Sorry, I just can't help
But get so goddamn mad
Mad

You used to call me babe
You used to come to me
When you were feeling down
And I gave you my empathy
Seeing it all
Hurts like a motherfucker
Scrolling through when
We were almost lovers

Who let me do this?
It's 2:23
I should be sleeping
But you're not next to me
I used to leave room
In the bed just in case
You got really desperate
And needed a place
Place

And you could squeeze the pain away
When I curl up in your chest
We used to have this love
Now this is all that's left

You used to call me babe
You used to come to me
When you were feeling down
And I gave you my empathy
Seeing it all
Hurts like a motherfucker
Scrolling through when
We were almost lovers

(Lovers, lovers, lovers, lovers)
(Lovers, lovers, lovers, lovers)
(Lovers, lovers, lovers, lovers)
(Lovers, lovers, lovers, lovers)

You made me want to die
I was killing myself
Thought it'd make you love me
So I walked through hell
It's not fucking funny
It's not fucking fair
You used to tell me I was sweet
I used to believe that you cared
What happened, baby?
We were so happy
I cry when I look at you
When we used to start laughing
You touch every nerve
When you touch him
I was your appendix
But you were my limbs
If you're not careful
I might fall in love for life
I might just kill you
For keeping me alive
Fake it till you break me
You hate how you look
But I always told you
I judge the pages of the book

You used to call me babe
You used to come to me
When you were feeling down
And I gave you my empathy
Seeing it all
Hurts like a motherfucker
Scrolling through when
We were almost lovers