Turbulent Seas

I hear a thousand voices
They're screaming to the sky
While trying to figure out
Whether to live or die

They have convinced themselves
That they can't make a change
So is it really worth it
To live a life in vain

I'm watching from the coast
Across this ocean view
I'm watching and I'm hoping
That I can find the truth

And I'm walking through a road that I have been on before
No matter what I do feels like it's never enough
I always seem to blame myself
But am I really to blame

I'm searching for the key on an impossible quest
And I can hardly stand my ground although I give it my best
I'm setting myself up for some peculiar times
While I'm drowning my confusion
In this bottle of wine

I'm trying hard to sober up and keep my conscience clean
Empty treasure chests sank to the bottom of the sea
Chasing after creatures spawned from fairy tales
Imaginary friends keeping me wide awake

And I'm still searching for the clue that's gonna lead me to you
Trying to find someone to love well that is long overdue
Maybe it would be better to just put on a smile
Instead of trying endlessly to find the meaning of life