Finding Providence

I feel backed against the wall with no way out.
The only thing to do now is live without
Everything I thought I wanted,
And you weren't there.

I couldn't look at you, I couldn't face the truth
Cause I couldn't tell you all my mistakes.

I thought of you, every time I fucked up.

I fight every chance I get, but I can't sleep, I can't eat so why pretend
That this life is all that it's made to be.
When you can't sleep there's no way to fight again.

I can't escape my fate, so I'll be damned
If I knew a way out I would find it then
I need to run away, I can't escape
All the ways that you taunt me so I'll give in.

I couldn't tell you the truth that I'm faced with and
I know this is what it takes

I thought of you, every time I fucked up

I fight every chance I get, but I can't sleep, I can't eat so why pretend
That this life is all that it's made to be.
When you can't sleep there's no way to fight again.
Is it too late to let go? Is there no place to call home?
I need the strength to fight again!

Would you hold me close? Will I find a way?
Did I say goodbye? Would you have me stay?
Will I walk with you? Can I face the Truth?
Did I lose my way?

Would you let it go? Would you let it die?
Did I say goodbye for the last time?
Will I walk with you? Can I face the truth?
Did I lose my way through my last mistake?

I thought of you, every time I fucked up.

I fight every chance I get, but I can't sleep, I can't eat so why pretend
That this life is all that it's made to be.
When you can't sleep there's no way to fight again.
Is it too late to let go? Is there no place to call home?
I need the strength to fight again!

Yeah!