Healing
Back home, been lovely to see friends
Pulled myself out of the deep end
Hands off the wheel, left the steering
Up to chance, I believed in
A way to conquer my demons
Just went out, started with breathing
Now to feeling
Starting to open up, bleeding
Wounds
I got many
And most of them healed only semi
I now know I covered up plenty
But that shit resurfaces, I'm what a person is: heavy
With thoughts and emotions, they sent me
Away on a journey, I'm heading
Towards only one goal: a better me
And travelling feel like the remedy
Back home, been lovely to see friends
Pulled myself out of the deep end
Hands off the wheel, left the steering
Up to chance, I believed in
A way to conquer my demons
Just went out, started with breathing
Now to feeling
Starting to open up, bleeding
This is my growing up season
I'll start by showing love, begin
To all my friends, to my family:
Thank you for caring for me when I need it
To all the people I'm meeting
Those I met on my journey, exceeding
All expectations I had of humanity:
You all done handed me healing
You all done handed me, feels like, everything
You could spare, love was the enemy, now love's the remedy
Met God on top of a mountain, expecting me
To start believing, but I am still meddling
With the idea of fate and what was meant to be
I can just see me change into a better me
Too bad it needed pain for me to ever see
The way I need to change, fuck the dependency
I gotta learn how to love me
Starting to learn to be on my own
I had no choice, happened suddenly
Did have a choice, didn't want it though
I needed someone to cuddle me
Needed someone to pretend that I wasn't self-centered
But I know I was and was fucking dependent
On everything that made me feel good, escape
Any feelings
Any real thoughts in my brain
Lived in a bubble
Created a fake paradise to cover up pain
I'm really good at suppressing
So much it took an explosion to teach me a lesson
Looking back's really depressing
Getting better though
Back home, been lovely to see friends
Pulled myself out of the deep end
Hands off the wheel, left the steering
Up to chance, I believed in
A way to conquer my demons
Just went out, started with breathing
Now to feeling
Starting to open up, bleeding
This is my growing up season
I'll start by showing love, begin
To all my friends, to my family:
Thank you for caring for me when I need it
To all the people I'm meeting
Those I met on my journey, exceeding
All expectations I had of humanity:
You all done handed me healing
You all done handed me healing
Pain taught a lesson to my brain
Changed my direction, not the same
Pain taught a lesson to my brain
Changed my direction
Pulled myself out of the deep end
Hands off the wheel, left the steering
Up to chance, I believed in
A way to conquer my demons
Just went out, started with breathing
Now to feeling
Starting to open up, bleeding
Wounds
I got many
And most of them healed only semi
I now know I covered up plenty
But that shit resurfaces, I'm what a person is: heavy
With thoughts and emotions, they sent me
Away on a journey, I'm heading
Towards only one goal: a better me
And travelling feel like the remedy
Back home, been lovely to see friends
Pulled myself out of the deep end
Hands off the wheel, left the steering
Up to chance, I believed in
A way to conquer my demons
Just went out, started with breathing
Now to feeling
Starting to open up, bleeding
This is my growing up season
I'll start by showing love, begin
To all my friends, to my family:
Thank you for caring for me when I need it
To all the people I'm meeting
Those I met on my journey, exceeding
All expectations I had of humanity:
You all done handed me healing
You all done handed me, feels like, everything
You could spare, love was the enemy, now love's the remedy
Met God on top of a mountain, expecting me
To start believing, but I am still meddling
With the idea of fate and what was meant to be
I can just see me change into a better me
Too bad it needed pain for me to ever see
The way I need to change, fuck the dependency
I gotta learn how to love me
Starting to learn to be on my own
I had no choice, happened suddenly
Did have a choice, didn't want it though
I needed someone to cuddle me
Needed someone to pretend that I wasn't self-centered
But I know I was and was fucking dependent
On everything that made me feel good, escape
Any feelings
Any real thoughts in my brain
Lived in a bubble
Created a fake paradise to cover up pain
I'm really good at suppressing
So much it took an explosion to teach me a lesson
Looking back's really depressing
Getting better though
Back home, been lovely to see friends
Pulled myself out of the deep end
Hands off the wheel, left the steering
Up to chance, I believed in
A way to conquer my demons
Just went out, started with breathing
Now to feeling
Starting to open up, bleeding
This is my growing up season
I'll start by showing love, begin
To all my friends, to my family:
Thank you for caring for me when I need it
To all the people I'm meeting
Those I met on my journey, exceeding
All expectations I had of humanity:
You all done handed me healing
You all done handed me healing
Pain taught a lesson to my brain
Changed my direction, not the same
Pain taught a lesson to my brain
Changed my direction
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Writer(s): Kaelar Snk
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