Just How It Went Down

You'll try to come for me, won't you?
Don't you try and come for me now
Mine is the only truth
And this is just how it went down

Even though the legendary heart is mine
I feel like the broken hearted girlfriend you left in San Francisco
You're such a pretty girl but such an ugly human being

Though your insecurities killed us tonight
You won't die in this town, in a few years you'll be topless in Rio
Let the men crush you, I'll burn you in your biopic

Why can't I hate you?
I read that when you're a kid you never hate your abuser, you hate yourself
That's how you make me feel
Why do I trust you?
I grew up and was reborn from the fire, now you're putting me through hell
I can't believe it's real

Every time I grieve I go through bargain I fall back into your arms
Who could have imagined it'd be more toxic than the ones that came before
Bitch you were there, you saw it all
You said you would never, ever, ever let me fall
And now you're guilty over things I've never noticed before
And now you think you're entitled to things you just are not

Dyed black wool, I am your sheep
I've waited more than a million years
Who are you in my great scheme?
Seriously
Why do I have to go through this?
I guess this is the anger I'm supposed to reach