Toxic but True <3

Yuh love you Ana
Why we causing drama
Bout to... to a fucking trauma (toxic love)
Aye wooooo (toxic love)
I don't wanna (toxic love)
Uh yeah
She so toxic (YNG P)
But I love it
But I love it

Toxic love
For her, I gave up my friends, my funds
to her I belong
Ouuuhhhhh
The highs are god damn strong
But the lows got me suicidal
Toxic love I want that toxic love
Girl I'm not afraid to loose it all
For you I'll lose it all
Yeah I'll lose it all

(Lose it all)
Babe when we are fighting I got no one to call
By myself I'm crying trapped inside these four walls
But I be fucking lying if I say it's not my fault
I hurt you so many times but you never let me fall
Haunted by them memories from when I was small
Nightmare crawl
Mixing pills with Alcohol
I'm so depressed when she's mad
I can't tell if we'll last yeah
We so apart I can't relax yeah
I might fucking relapse
On the Xanax I need tabs
No, Don't wanna go rehab
But I keep on popping, drinking, smoking cus I don't know when she'll be back
Yeah
Popping bricks
Don't know where you at don't who you with
All I know you're friends they want us split
Everyone talking shit about each other
Bout the perfect lovers
We the perfect lovers
Toxic lovers
Sippin' molly water yeah
Molly lovers
I wan't you, no other
Don't let anyone bother
Fuck the others
I want my toxic lover

Toxic love I want that toxic love
Girl I'm not afraid to loose it all
For you I'll lose it all
Yeah I'll lose it all

Wow
Yeah uh wow
Counting up the days you're gone
Hm hm hm (YNG P)
Yeah aye
Counting up the days you're gone
The pain got worse
The world keep tryna break us up
Is this some curse
I never ever believed in true love
'Till I found her
She said "I'll always love you, don't care if I get hurt"

This the type of love I don't deserve
This the type of love I don't deserve
I love that girl so much it fucking hurts
It fucking hurts it fucking hurts yeah
This the type of girl I don't deserve
This the type of love I don't deserve
I love that girl so much it fucking hurts
It fucking hurts it fucking hurts yeah

Somebody get a nurse
My heart's stopped pounding
I need her to return
To me I'm screaming and shouting
For her
I gave up the x pills they don't work anymore
I'm still taking like five
Atleast they turn off my mind
Man I'm so sleep deprived
And I'm dead deep inside
But every time you walk by
The way she looks at my eyes
The way she makes me feel so right
I know for sure you're the love of my life
I know for sure you were meant to be mine
Drugs can't replace that high you give me
Shawty you one of a kind believe me
I wanna make you my wife don't leave me
I hate it so much when we fight
You push me away then my problems, depression, and demons all comeback to life
The past got me damaged, alone I can't manage, no matter how much I try
Baby I know that you're tired of forgiving my mistakes and lies
But I swear the moment you give you up on me will be my fucking demise
You don't get it I already said it
If you leave me I will fucking end it

This the type of love I don't deserve
This the type of love I don't deserve
I love that girl so much it fucking hurts
It fucking hurts it fucking hurts yeah
This the type of girl I don't deserve
This the type of love I don't deserve
I love that girl so much it fucking hurts
It fucking hurts it fucking hurts yeah

I only want you
You know our love is true
Sorry I keeping on screwing up