My Favorite Soup Store

They always say to do the right thing even if it's hard to find
I like to think I do the right thing pretty much all of the time
The other night I didn't mean to watch you cry
It's comforting to know someone else also has a hard life

The other day I know you heard I met my idol on the street
Didn't know what to do with myself didn't think we'd actually ever meet
My mom said not everyones gonna like me back
As a people pleaser, I just gotta relax

I never was the first to hang up the phone
This citys too small for me, I've outgrown
Guess all I ever wanted was to go back home

My dad called to say my favorite soup store closed down
Don't know what I'm gonna do when I visit my parents now
They sold my Subaru, the freedom they allowed
Now it's in an old mans driveway planning how to get out

I ship cross the country in less than a week
I'll try to pack my whole life and bring it with me
Keep it in a bundle gotta keep it neat

I'm so tired of searching for my long lost soul
I bit my tongue too hard all the words were swallowed
Guess I was never meant to go back
Home

And its Tuesday again
And I'm wasting my breath
Guess its overwhelming
To be with everyone

And I spent this past year
In four walls built of fear
Guess I'm not really there
For anyone