Fatal Mind
I just wanna sleep
Why'm I always tired?
Call myself a liar
I'm just numb
It's getting hard to breathe
But my life is so perfect
Really don't deserve this
Selfish thought
All I see are ghosts of long lost
Lovers that have gone
Trying to move on
No one sees me grieving
Tell myself it's healing
But I'm stuck
I can keep pretending
But we both know
Waking up at 7pm
Baggy clothes and bad excuses
That's not who I am
But no one gives a damn
Parents laugh and call it hormones
Friends think I just got my heart broke
No one seems to find
That I'm held hostage by my fatal mind
They're always telling me
The 20s are the best years
Shouldn't waste them in tears
So I try
Cant force myself to be
The perfect little angel
Lost my wings and halo
To his lies
Trust me I am well aware
Not everyone's a user
Have a little faith
I'll find it when I'm 30
Show a boy some mercy
Bat my eyes
I can keep pretending
But we both know
Waking up at 7pm
Baggy clothes and bad excuses
That's not who I am
But no one gives a damn
Parents laugh and call it hormones
Friends think I just got my heart broke
No one seems to find
That I'm held hostage by my fatal mind
My fatal fatal mind
So unkind
Sees I'm always left behind
Undefined
Redesigned
Not the one I was assigned
Feel confined
Straight decline
Since the loyal ones resigned
Undermined
Love deprived
Late night drives and blurry street lights
Getting high off every lie
That's not who I am
But no one gives a damn
Did my people ever know me?
Wish I was the girl they all see
No one seems to find
That I'm held hostage by my fatal mind
Oh
My fatal fatal mind
My fatal fatal mind
Why'm I always tired?
Call myself a liar
I'm just numb
It's getting hard to breathe
But my life is so perfect
Really don't deserve this
Selfish thought
All I see are ghosts of long lost
Lovers that have gone
Trying to move on
No one sees me grieving
Tell myself it's healing
But I'm stuck
I can keep pretending
But we both know
Waking up at 7pm
Baggy clothes and bad excuses
That's not who I am
But no one gives a damn
Parents laugh and call it hormones
Friends think I just got my heart broke
No one seems to find
That I'm held hostage by my fatal mind
They're always telling me
The 20s are the best years
Shouldn't waste them in tears
So I try
Cant force myself to be
The perfect little angel
Lost my wings and halo
To his lies
Trust me I am well aware
Not everyone's a user
Have a little faith
I'll find it when I'm 30
Show a boy some mercy
Bat my eyes
I can keep pretending
But we both know
Waking up at 7pm
Baggy clothes and bad excuses
That's not who I am
But no one gives a damn
Parents laugh and call it hormones
Friends think I just got my heart broke
No one seems to find
That I'm held hostage by my fatal mind
My fatal fatal mind
So unkind
Sees I'm always left behind
Undefined
Redesigned
Not the one I was assigned
Feel confined
Straight decline
Since the loyal ones resigned
Undermined
Love deprived
Late night drives and blurry street lights
Getting high off every lie
That's not who I am
But no one gives a damn
Did my people ever know me?
Wish I was the girl they all see
No one seems to find
That I'm held hostage by my fatal mind
Oh
My fatal fatal mind
My fatal fatal mind
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Writer(s): Katya Awar
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