Suicide

I'm driving down the bumpy road
This time I'm the only load
To lose control an flip an roll
I'm sorry momma for the toll
I'm running from all Of the Pain
I tell you I don't feel okay
I have to many thoughts inside my Brain
That don't help me feel good in anyway

I don't feel good I always feel sad
In the bad I try to find a hand to grab at
Never know what I was doing
It was That bad, had to get a grip
Before I get dragged
I don't feel good I always feel sad
To the back of my head I push away
The bad I run away from all the thoughts
And now I'm going mad
I admit it I need some help
Because it's way to Bad

I'm just afraid to let go
I'm afraid to let you know
That I just got A couple
Of feelings In my head though
I really don't know what I could do
If I let it show I was planted
In the ground like a rose
I hope to grow
But from the snow I fail to break
The dirt and try to glow
I know the pain will never
Seem to leave me all alone
And if I tell you one thing
You should know your not alone
Take my hand well fight together
It's time to go take back the throne

I don't feel good I always feel sad
In the bad I try to find a hand to grab at
Never know what I was doing
It was That bad had to get a grip
Before I get dragged
I don't feel good I always feel sad
To the back of my head I push away
The bad I run away from all the thoughts
And now I'm going mad
I admit it I need some help
Because it's way to Bad