I Don't Wanna Go Home For Christmas

Watch the snow fall through the only window in my apartment
I can hear the Christmas carols from the people in the rooms upstairs
Why is it so depressing when Christmas comes around
Its the season to be happy, I don't wanna see the people that I know about

I don't wanna go home for Christmas
I don't want you to see who I am
Too far broken for your wishlist
I can fix this I know I can

I don't wanna go home for Christmas
Fighting demons in my head
I don't wanna go home for Christmas
For Christmas

Its the same story in the same mall
The same as last year down the same hall
They just seem fake I just feel small
Another one waiting on a phone call

Out my window, watch the snow drop
I still wait for Santa on my rooftop

I don't wanna go home for Christmas
I don't want you to see who I am
Too far broken for your wishlist
I can fix this I know I can

I don't wanna go home for Christmas
Fighting demons in my head
I don't wanna go home for Christmas
For Christmas

Paying to be happy at least pretend
With Christmas light and carols
And candy canes that never end

All I see are ghosts of Christmas past
I hate that I cannot go out
I hate the things that keep me trapped

I don't wanna go home for Christmas
I don't want you to see who I am
Too far broken for your wishlist
I can fix this I know I can

I don't wanna go home for Christmas
Fighting demons in my head
I don't wanna go home for Christmas
For Christmas

I don't wanna go home
For Christmas
I don't wanna go home
For Christmas



Credits
Writer(s): Matthew Roby
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