This One's Gonna Hurt

You'd think I'd have it figured out by now at least a little bit
Bitches been picking the other dude since a little kid
Back when I had a bald head like it's Britney bitch
Love and lust a couple letters off what the differences
I'm kinged up now they wanna get entangled on some princess shit
Nah I'll see you in a bit
Dime pieces and singles the same, I've had a couple hits
Relationships in coffins they don't know what Robitussin is
Newly wedded with regrets
Naked pictures in the texts
Peace In Drowning out now my decline is up next
Keep my name in they mouth and they got fresh breath
Get back to my town break old crushes' necks

Say I'm next nah
Say I'm stressed out
Bring a Uhaul to prayer to hold all I need to confess now
Spitting at a mic put my depression in a compressor
I'm under pressure
Lies from a world that says you can make it with enough effort
I've had enough of that shit
I was a sponge now I'm a star like a Patrick
Three girls one night call that a hat trick
Mattresses only moving me further from matrimony

My boys pat me on the back like you lapped me homie
Life outlasts the roadies
Who knew that be on me
Yeah I'm trapped or lonely
Back to back like Kobe
Me and trauma like Zach and Cody or a gat and a dome piece
Snow White boy outlasting the dopeys
Thirty day time out what the doctor has wrote me
Can I find me or can I find love
Can I find God or does he have my tabs up
If he gave you the chance would you back up
Would you choose a happy life if you were last up
Would you trust His timing or keep rollies stacked up
Would you choose her if you knew it couldn't last, huh

My dear
On this journey of self-endearment and prioritization, you will have to look your definition Of love in the mirror