Delusions

I don't even know why I am still trying
My heart and soul is getting tired of fighting
You're like poison to me
Got me so weak in the knees
I'm smart but not when it comes to love

You see I make dumb decisions
when you're close to me
Tryna keep my distance but
You won't let me leave
You're everywhere I go
I still hang on to hope
That you will love me
When you don't

You live in my imagination
I create these visions
Of who you're supposed to be
Absent from reality
My reason why I can't sleep
Driving my insanity
So please baby
Don't feed my delusions
I'm trying to find my peace

And when I see your face
I don't know how to feel
It takes me to a place
A place that isn't healed
You're my addiction
Cause of my condition
I'm losing myself because it never ends

You see I start to question
Can I ever love
When it's not you, can I start anew
But, you just keep coming back
Like a ghost from the past
Even if I try
I can't say goodbye

You live in my imagination
I create these visions
Of who you're supposed to be
Absent from reality
My reason why I can't sleep
Driving my insanity
Oh please baby
Don't feed my delusions
I'm trying to find my peace



Credits
Writer(s): Ingrid Bantugan
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