Sustain My Existence - Demo 4

I'll be thrown into the working world just like that
And I am not the slightest bit prepared
There's no chance of me believing this is how it should work(!)
I would've been convinced if anyone actually cared!
You all know money's a stupid reason to kill!
But that's just how it's been for longer than anyone has ever lived

Work, forever
It matters not what you do
It will not help you live
But it'll change some number which inexplicably will
I will never understand!
Not like it'll fucking last or matter
As soon as I get the hang of it
We're all gonna fucking die anyway

Don't act like you have a choice (you don't have a choice)
Someone will kill you if you don't (you need to keep yourself alive)
Work your life away just because (work your whole life away)
That is what everybody does (join the fucking crowd)
Useless, useless, meaningless, bullshit labour FOR WHAT?!?
False necessity
HOW IS THAT A VALID REASON FOR SO MANY PEOPLE!?!

AAARRRGGHHH!
AAAAARRRRRGGGGHHHH!!!
I will not change my mind!
Numbers kill 'cause you let them!!
They should not sustain your existence!
You let a lack of them make you die!!!
Fuck you!! Get a grip!!!
This will not change unless you all force a revolution!!!
(If you don't, it will be too late before anybody notices)

But first, I must...
Sustain my existence
Sustain my existence
I have no choice
I have no choice
I have no choice!
Words can't express how purely retarded this all is

I'm stalling for time
Sustain my existence
Death is the one thing I fear
The sudden stop at the end
Or a bullet flying through my head
A fucking number changing!!
How is that even possible?
Physics do not work like that!
Reliance on money must cease to be!

How do I sustain my existence?
I physically cannot bring myself
to participate in the system of the RNG of Doom
NO MORE! SHUT UP! NO MORE!!
You want me to have money?!
FUCK OFF!! FUCK YOU!!!
If I ever actually get any money
It'll vanish instantly
Or sit in the void never being used!!!

Society as a whole is based around a single point of failure
For every fucking thing if one element goes wrong people lose their lives
I don't want to waste the rest of my life
Doing meaningless bullshit
To change some fucking numbers!! (i don't wanna be a leech either)
You're so weak-willed
You just keep doing what everyone else does
To sustain your existence!!

No...! NO!!
It's never gonna end!
Pride and accomplishment are not worth the risk
They're just fucking hormones
Wait! Wait! WAIT!!
There is no reason that should make you end your own life!!

I need money so I can sustain my existence
I need money so I can sustain my existe-

The realm of impossibility is where I must go
I FUCKING HATE MYSELF!!
This shit cannot be made, only replicated
By those who already have too much
I HAVE NO CHOICE
AND NEITHER DO YOU!!!

How's this make any fucking sense to you people?
Peer pressure's caused by the one it affects
You're fucking sentient-Stop letting it force you
That doesn't mean getting a job should be necessary, retard!
I have a message for everyone I've met everywhere I've been:
GO FUCK YOURSELVES!!
You stopped givin' a shit so I stopped carin' as well
I'm only following your example! (Did you ever care at all?!)

I won't be him, I won't be him
I won't be him, I won't be him
I won't be him, I won't be him
I won't be him, I WON'T FUCKING BE HIM!!

I will never be another worthless drone
One who has to prove its worth or be killed
I KNOW what money IS, and SO DO YOU!
If all of you stop letting yourselves DIE for lack of it
Wars, starvation, dictatorships, entrapment in deserts
And so many other forms of suffering will all completely cease!