heliosphere

Rooted down, down to the spot and
I visualize the day I finally open up
The ground beneath me erupts
Standing on, standing on a ledge and
Willing all these years of dormant apathy
Into kinetic energy

And did you
Curse my name when I took flight, or
Do you just hope that I'm alright, I'm
Out of sight, I'm probably out of mind

But I could get used to, used to feeling like this
I could get used to, used to feeling like this

Kept all my, kept all my windows boarded
Figures that when I was ready for a fight
There's no more foes in sight
I did my best impression of an Esau
They weren't impressed so now I'm shedding the disguise
And forfeit my birthright

Before you claim that it was deception
Are you sure it wasn't your projection
I would explain but I don't have reception here

But I could get used to, used to feeling like this
When I leave the shadows of a
Life I never really had
But its grip on me was ironclad
And I could get used to, used to feeling like this
In a new frontier
You always told me I would die out here
And kept me locked inside with all my fears

When my walls caved in
The light came pouring in
Had to teach my lungs how to breathe again
I'll break through the heliosphere
You'll say I'm just what you feared
But in space, love, no one can hear
And when my walls caved in
The light came pouring in
Had to teach my lungs how to breathe again
I'll break through the heliosphere
You'll say I'm just what you feared
But in space, love, no one can hear
Across a million lightyears
Across a million lightyears