1994

Had a moment like Kurt Cobain waiting for the train
What remains is dread for hearing the serpent hissing
I refuse to listen to demons whispering another reason to die, so I try
I don't really feel like getting high just to get by, so I try
I don't really feel like getting high just to get by, so I try
Somewhere between sadness and sadness, I reminisce
Always say can't keep living this way
Who doesn't rest on hurt knees then pray for better days
Pray for better days
Repent for mistakes made in adolescence
Most of us lose our innocence
I resent feelin' frail as I wail to no avail
I wonder if I'll ever prevail
Nobody can tell I'm not doing well

All in all some of us fall
Try to revel
During dark times you'll find God or the devil
You'll find God or the devil
All in all some of us fall
Try to revel
During dark times you'll find God or the devil
You'll find God or the devil

The devil only wants to be your friend when you're weak
When healing is what you seek
When nobody cares to hear you speak
That's when the sulfur begins to reek
Everybody's vulnerable when going through loneliness
When dealing with pain in the chest
When there's a test
That's when the demons manifest
I try to keep the faith when these times get dark
When feeling the aches within my heart
When things fall apart
That's when I disembark
Getting by is difficult when you are alone
When most assume why I'm on my own
When the wicked roam
That's when I feel the dryness to my bones

All in all some of us fall
Try to revel
During dark times you'll find God or the devil
You'll find God or the devil
All in all some of us fall
Try to revel
During dark times you'll find God or the devil
You'll find God or the devil

Saint Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle
Be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil
May God rebuke him we humbly pray
And do thou, O Prince of the Heavenly Host
By the power of God, cast into hell Satan and all evil spirits who wander through the world for the ruin of souls
Amen