OKAY

I don't know
Where we go
Or when we don't
All I know is
I won't forget those moments we shared
I'm on my own
I chose that way
So don't get close
It's for the best
Take the pressure off
With some coke and gin
When I go
I'm a fast runner
You only get one shot
Don't need no one
That's what the voice tells me
When I'm alone in the dark

Lets take it back
When I was in love at a young age
Broken hearted and a loud personality
I didn't know who I was way back then
Twenty three is all it took for me to sit back
I know sometimes you let these people walk over you
But you know your worth
Stop letting the love overpower you
You're so strong
And you've delt with a lot
He** and back is what they say
I'll let you know that sh*t get hot

I was busy and so angry
Never give a f*ck
I wasn't thinking in the clouds
Not trying to see what's up
I had to look at myself
And acknowledge that I'm not okay
I'm f**king not okay
I stopped running from my trauma
Now it's clear to me why you always want the drama
But I'm sorry if I projected on you
I'm just saying cause I know I'm f**ked up too
We all have our own demons
Just fighting for some peace and
I understand your pain
I know you're not okay
But we'll be okay

I don't know
Where we go
Or when we don't
All I know is
I won't forget those moments we shared
I'm on my own
I chose that way
So don't get close
It's for the best
Take the pressure off
With some coke and gin
When I go
I'm a fast runner
You only get one shot
Don't need no one
That's what the voice tells me
When I'm alone in the dark

Knock knock
Is there anybody f**king home
Lex is dead and
She's laying on the bathroom floor
Yeah she was all washed up
Didn't know how to believe
So I put her a** to rest
She could hardly f**king breathe
There I go again
I feel I'm talking crazy
I know nobody could save me
This is what I deal with on the daily
And I know I'm not okay
But i'll be okay
I'm heading to the top
Man that's what they told me