Pretty Poison Potion

What have I done
What have I done
What have I done

I filled up a cup
With poison and rum
I drunk till I'm drunk
It's gotten me fucked
I'm getting obsessed
I'm losing my self
My soul on a edge
What have I done
Got me addicted restricted conflicted depicting my self
As somebody else
I'm somebody else
Somebody drawn to self destruction
What have you done

Pushing ourselves to act perfect
At the end of the day is it really worth it
Really working
Or a lie that we tell
We say to ourselves
We better each other.create a utopia
But everybody is a self serving animal
It's a zootopia
Same organs... different bacteria... us
We the same people and unstably switching the versions
And feel victorious
Get a euphoria
From one another we consuming neglecting possessing
Hurting and killing
Hating and kicking
Holding and keeping for selfish reasons
Love is to need
Want is to feed
Care is to heed
Fuck how you feel... fuck how I feel

This poison and version are making the worst addiction I've been through
Eyy.You've been new
Drunk a barrel just for you to be true
But who knew
You can't sweeten no poison with jin and juice
Was a whole tool
The delicate rain to a flower gloom
The light of a sun for a flower to bloom
Abusing my love till the brink of my doom
But listen you
My cup has got numb from what you do
And the words and the memories ...now dust
With the issues you've caused
The traumas and problems
Look what you've cost
The joy had been lost
Talked to snopi.I said that the love is gone
He said yes but we're getting another song
It's another dawn
Shit is truly illusion it's so wrong
I was filled with delusion you've set me on
It was very amusing I called it a bond
As i drank your solution it's so strong
There should be no confusion it's you that I longed

I filled up a cup
With poison and rum
I drunk till I'm drunk
It's gotten me fucked
I'm getting obsessed
I'm losing my self
My soul on a edge
What have I done
Got me addicted restricted conflicted depicting my self
As somebody else
I'm somebody else
Somebody drawn to self destruction
What have You done

I'm not your property
So you could cause a scene and show hypocrisy and go have fun infront of me
I cared for you way more than I have ever done for me
I let my devil sleep and brought the holy version people thought would never see in me
I've tried my best
You did the rest to sabotage and drain my soul and fucking energy
I tried to be the things you need of me to be... It's seen
And I believe I'm better off without you lurking on my every move and mean
It's over... here

Tell me what have I done for you
To pull me to this déjà vu