High & Alone

High and alone
That's the only time I'm in my zone
I've been trying to get by on my own
It's just not the same since you've been gone
I'd rather be high and alone
That's the only time I'm in my zone
I'll admit sometimes I cry all alone
That's the reason why I sing sad songs

Late nights when I'm all alone
That's when I get in my zone
Why would I try calling you?
I already know you won't pick up the phone
Trapped inside my mind it's like I'm always recollecting
Memories of you be blocking off my every exit
I try to reach out, you look in the other direction
Put you through enough, you're over me and that's a blessing
Hate the fact that it's so fucking hard to move on
My love isn't cheap but you still got a coupon
Said I make the same mistake like every damn time
So you went and walked out of my life and now I'm

High and alone
That's the only time I'm in my zone
I've been trying to get by on my own
It's just not the same since you've been gone
I'd rather be high and alone
That's the only time I'm in my zone
I'll admit sometimes I cry all alone
That's the reason why I sing sad songs

I don't know why I was complacent
Guess it's my fault that we're no longer adjacent
I said my vows and put a ring up on your finger
Now the only vow I tell myself is I don't need ya
Haunted by your ghost, Lord knows it's hard to sleep at night
Used to be my flame, now you're dimmer than a candlelight
Sticks and stones may break my bones
But words have a special way of cutting through the soul
You told me you're moving on, I'm okay with that
No, you were never the one, time to face the facts
You put me through hella pain, but I'm confident it all gets better with time

High and alone
That's the only time I'm in my zone
I've been trying to get by on my own
It's just not the same since you've been gone
I'd rather be high and alone
That's the only time I'm in my zone
I'll admit I used to cry all alone
That's the reason why I sang sad songs