Don't Go

Tell me, something that you never told me
Give me, something to remember you by
I can't, tell if you did ever know me
Just know, I always wanted you in my life
Just know, things that I could never tell you
I can't, remember anymore of the good times
Give me, hope that I will always love you
Tell me, this ain't really goodbye

I find it kinda hard to come, back to this place
After all this time and space and yet my mind forever laced
Lace 'em up like Everlast, twenties love it never lasts
Dramatic statements fuel the gas, switching lanes it's time to pass
One on one time, Kyla Pratt, penny for your thoughts
I wish I could direct you but I'm oh so very lost
A part of me like pottery, I'm fragile and I'm hollow
And yet I got a pain in my heart that's sticking to the bottom
Middle of the autumn
Sweeping though the trees thinking the change is really rotten
Wisping through the seasons got me jaded, got me logged in
Envisioning me achieving fame has got me plotting
Sleeping on me, please all of these lames will be forgotten
None y'all care that much, the ones that do I'm losing touch with
Thinking bout my nieces, it's been years since we been talking
Is this a disease, always complacent, never botherin

Tell me, something that you never told me
Give me, something to remember you by
I can't, tell if you did ever know me
Just know, I always wanted you in my life
Just know, things that I could never tell you
I can't, remember anymore of the good times
Give me, hope that I will always love you
Tell me, this ain't really goodbye

Sitting here, paralyzed by fear
Terrified that the feelings might come near, if I stray from this movie now
Looking for distractions when I should be taking action
Is this why I started rapping? Shit, I really can't dispute that, wow
How da powder louder on the counter taking power from the router
Shower cowgirl with some flour wit your cowardice
Hour after hour the intelligence be floundering
Just searching for a sound again, but not before we back again

Alone in your mind, set the tone for the night
On your throne since the light was arose in the sky
Now your bones ain't that spry and your line is still dry
Tryna find a kinda life that mighta climbed a rhyme to sky
I would try a thousand times if I could ever get that high
I'da buy the moon and sky, if I ever was that guy
I would never tell a lie, I would weather through the tides
You could never keep me from believing, heaven's joy and pride
Better off deleting all my hard drives if you fine
Of course I'll make the time but my priorities in line
If conformity's a crime then call authorities
Ensure to me that shorty jus wanna be worry free
I'm a poet, see my potency is poetry
Patronessy be drowning my boat yea we float in sea
Where you goin, I'm just playin, am I boring, am I faking
I'm still learning how to take in this new normal, see

So far we've gone
What went wrong
Don't we know, no, no
But don't go