the placeholder's lament

Shouldn't be confused
I'm here all the time
Like my ex said
I'm just good for one night
Never a partner
Or girlfriend or wife
I'll be walking alone
For the rest of my life

Guess it's time to head out
Grab my shit and get gone
Hope your roommates don't hear me
I won't turn the light on
I'm messy disheveled
Makeup smeared down my face
The smell of you on me
Is still holding its place

Hit you up tomorrow
Say I hope you're doing well
Then lock all my doors
And hide in my shell
It feels like comfort
But it's my own personal hell
Warm in the dark
But I can't sit still

Why don't you
Ever call me back
You spin me around
Till my heart turns black
And I'm tired of being
A filler of space
To fill your void
Until I am replaced

I don't know if this is what i deserve
Or if I'm fine
And you're the one that's worse
Should I feel so blessed
When I feel so cursed
I guess I oughta
Figure that out first



Credits
Writer(s): Morgan Foss
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