I'm Not Okay

Yeah I've been going through it
But I've been keeping things inside, yeah yeah
But you know my truth, cause you can see it in my eyes, my eyes
Yeah I've been going through it
But I've been keeping things inside, yeah yeah
But you know my truth, cause you can see it in my eyes, my eyes

A little more than just a hiccup
I'm thankful that you pick up
It's like me just to kick up
A bunch of fucking dust out to give up
And circle back around, not to live up
To what I said before
Trying to get a grip
Seeking out the worst, trying to spot the flip
What the fuck is wrong with me, I need to quit
I think I need to readjust
Figure all my shit out
In the way, then get out
Indirectly out the frame, I claim it like I know how
What has gotten into me
My enemies are known now
Nine milli on the hip
Pop it back and let it rip
Ain't the heart to skip a beat
Sixty feet is the depth
You can trust me
Tired souls don't get to rest

Yeah I've been going through it
But I've been keeping things inside, yeah yeah
But you know my truth, cause you can see it in my eyes, my eyes
Yeah I've been going through it
But I've been keeping things inside, yeah yeah
But you know my truth, cause you can see it in my eyes, my eyes

Yeah, feeling hard to put in words
Never had it figured out, let it out was not a urge
Always been too hard on myself, I'll cut it until it bleeds
I try to be the best of me that everybody sees
But ain't nobody here
When you fuck it up, enough's enough no one there
My skin thick I ain't no bitch, but this been hard as hell
To really navigate through
All the shit I had to come to grips
Be the best of man for my fam, I gotta show em Nick
I go back and forth all the time, need to hold my head
Good and bad's, all the could've haves, all the should've saids
Really miss my baby June but louie's here
And my Angel there get your movie chairs
I'm learning how to be someone
That I've always wanted to be, y'all be the reason

Yeah I've been going through it
But I've been keeping things inside, yeah yeah
But you know my truth, cause you can see it in my eyes, my eyes
Yeah I've been going through it
But I've been keeping things inside, yeah yeah
But you know my truth, cause you can see it in my eyes, my eyes



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Writer(s): Nicholas Foley
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