Waiting for the day - Live in Cologne

I look at you, I like what I see
I tell myself that I am finally free
To say what I want to say, because I am who I am and I like it that way
Yes I like me this way

You look at me, and my head is a mess now
Because I do like what I see, I really hate the words coming out of my mouth
They mean nothing, I am saying nothing
When there is so much I want to say

Deep down I'm reaching out for you
I can almost taste it but I never go through with it
Because I'm too scared and I know it is not an excuse no
But I always feel like there is so much to lose

I've been trying to fill the void, that I know has been there for way too long
I'm really missing someone
I don't even know if I'm really trying, maybe I'm just hiding
It is something new and I'm stuck like glue

Deep down I'm reaching out for you
I can almost taste it but I never go through with it
Because I'm too scared and I know it is not an excuse no
But I always feel like there is so much to lose
Why do I always feel like there is so much to lose?

Oh what do I have to lose?
I don't know
But it can't be more than I will gain
It can't be more than I will gain

I look at you again, yes I still like what I see
I know that won't change, because I will always be me
I tell myself I've got nothing to lose
I am still waiting for the day that I believe it too