emotionally unavailable

I'm not even surprised by the outcome anymore
You just indulge then you leave once you've settled your score
Another face is on your mind
You asked if I was fine, while you laid on my bed
As my rest my weary head
On my pillow I admired your eyes, the same ones that once stared into mine
It was illusion, a chemical high
Your lover's quarrel becomes a break
I guess I was nothing more than a fling on a sleepless night

I don't mean nothing, I won't mean nothing, I don't mean nothing
I won't mean nothing at all, To you in the morning, once you're set and gone

No, not a goddamn thing
I won't mean a goddamn thing to you at all
In the morning, In the morning
All I can smell is you
Think about how cute you are to me
How I could let you leave?
The room was not kind to me, the lights are too blinding

Fuck with me
I fell out the other tree
Honestly, what the fuck you telling me
Without the greed?
Let me see
Tell me something new
Not a game for two
So sick I wanna puke, thinking you witness truth, that was you, what to do? Oh shit
And I'll leave it all behind
Pretend that you don't cry yourself to sleep at night