Wishing Well

Growing up you never really needed anyone's help
Mama told you never take the cookies off the top shelf
Boy you gonna be alone if you care just for yourself
If you listened wouldn't find yourself now coming in twelfth

Throwing paper planes with coffee stains why have you failed
Watch as they collapse and go under where other have trailed
It's not fair I mean you swear you care and you are not a selfish one
Shitty cards left in your hands every time they won

Spending time on the wishing well
Throwing dimes no one left to tell
Waiting on an insight
My low has reached a new height

The little things you had are gone and now you're left with nothing but to cry
Even if you ask for help passers by find a way to deny
But now you changed the way you think but still fuck em anyway
You let the trees the birds the sun try bright up your day

Spending time on the wishing well
Throwing dimes no one left to tell
Waiting on an insight
My low has reached a new height

Threw a penny in the sky got plenty of this high to keep me deaf dumb and blind
I'm in disguise let the weather light my eyes I've been waiting on that penny for some Time

Pain from my past and I let it pass through
I never asked but my clever ass just had to
Through like a blade of grass do
Hurt in fact could break your back if it had to

Trying to get a picture like a camera do
Lying seems to fit you like an armored suit
Hope I got some good karma due
Life's been a shitshow of a carnival
Contemplate what would mama do, trying to find the truth
While I keep it at inner being, keep it in center freeing
Feed it but then it being?
Like the seed a cherry tree, everything repeated deja vu like I'm in a dream

Fear, fixing me to plummet
Like a lemming off a summit off a cliff
Wish you well wish you wasn't so stiff
Oh well it's disgusting, it's invisible but still a victim, steal off the rich
I didn't mean to say, fuck it and fuck them
Open it up again, been trying to watch my gluten what it do and what it doesn't
My heart beats like a percussion