Alone With My Thoughts

I'm all alone with my thoughts tonight
Feeling high getting lost tonight
I'm alone with my thoughts tonight thoughts tonight thoughts tonight
Wish you were here on the other side
But now it's me and myself and I
I'm alone with my thoughts tonight thoughts tonight thoughts tonight

I'd like to share with you my thoughts so I'll try to explain this
They say it's best to let it out but I feel like that's dangerous
I'm feeling angry and anxious without my son I feel nameless
For me to ever smile again I'm going to need me a face lift
My confidence was a 9 now it's feeling like 8 less
It's like the more I dive into things the more they don't make sense
Sometimes I wonder how I got here and how I became this
Then I switch up sensations whenever the bass hits
I'm so thankful for support and when people say I'm their favorite
But I'm just going through changes and I have to take what that came with
Now I'm an artist that's heartless and that parts the craziest
I just want you to picture it so this arts how it paint it yea

I'm all alone with my thoughts tonight
Feeling high getting lost tonight
I'm alone with my thoughts tonight thoughts tonight thoughts tonight
Wish you were here on the other side
But now it's me and myself and I
I'm alone with my thoughts tonight thoughts tonight thoughts tonight

This pain I feel is rough it's a raging flame and it scorches
I try to make songs about turning up but I feel like I force it
The other day I had a dream that I drove a grey Porsche in
To Lady Bird Lake and it was filled with eight corpses
I wonder what it's like to walk thru life in the shoes that you're in
Cause shit from where I'm standing your life's looking real gorgeous
I'm so horribly depressed I could sit til I get rigor mortis
I struggle to get thru my day so I break it down into portions
I think I've lost my brain I don't know which way north is
And I guess I'll take fame if it comes with great fortunes
I'm hearing voices say to give in to keep living in pointless
But I told my son I'd never quit so I choose to ignore it

I'm all alone with my thoughts tonight
Feeling high getting lost tonight
I'm alone with my thoughts tonight thoughts tonight thoughts tonight
Wish you were here on the other side
But now it's me and myself and I
I'm alone with my thoughts tonight thoughts tonight thoughts tonight



Credits
Writer(s): Michael Tovar
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