So Gone (feat. D Nel & YpcGelo)

Yessir
Good shit twin, good shit
For me til' I die man
For me til' I die, that's the only way to go
That's the only way to leave
Say that

Man this ain't right, I go through so much on a daily
Just want some peace, that's all I need at the moment
If it ain't this it's that bro, I swear this shit finna drive me crazy
I swear I done tried bout' everything to numb the pain but I still feel it plenty
My pockets full but inside I'm so empty
Lost in my thoughts and my mind ain't too friendly
Ooh I'm so gone
Ooh I'm so gone
Ooh

Shit not the same, my life done changed so much as I've got older
Made it through the rain, but i still feel them clouds keep hanging over
I told her that, when I get back, give me cat like you Doja
Not looking for no closure
Just need this weight off my shoulders
It's so much I'm carrying, they depending on me
Tryna find a way to get a million on me
I been saving more than I been spending homie
Dealing with the cards that they been dealing on me
Uh, brodie see I got all these problems
He don't agree with how I'm gonna solve them
You can't be picky if you ain't got options
Ooh, that love be pretend
And in all offense I don't trust you niggas so whole time I'm on defense
Grinding like crazy as of lately all that what you on don't mean shit
So much on my mind I been grieving
But that's just how it go, I gotta keep it in motion
On that e-way, I'm not caring if I crash in this car
Every time I think on everything I been through it get dark
And it's worse when you can't speak on it, it's just locked up in your thoughts
Swear this life done left me with so many scars
Uh

Man this ain't right, I go through so much on a daily
Just want some peace, that's all I need at the moment
If it ain't this it's that bro, I swear this shit finna drive me crazy
I swear I done tried bout' everything to numb the pain but I still feel it plenty
My pockets full but inside I'm so empty
Lost in my thoughts and my mind ain't too friendly
Ooh I'm so gone
Ooh I'm so gone
Ooh

These drugs make me feel a certain way nobody feel
I was only 14 years old, when la eric got killed
No JuJu but I hang around some steelers
Stay around a couple killers, where was you when I really missed you
I gave a fuck about you, you ain't give a fuck about me
All this money and these hoes, can't help the demons inside me
I'm just sliding through the west, thinkin bout the times of me and la dee
I'm trying to make this money, it's getting hard for me to stay out these streets
Niggas tried to take me out, they let out 3, we let off 10
It's hallows all in the street, these niggas just wanna play pretend
Everywhere we go we 6 deep
Jimmy butler, we tottin them heats
Niggas faking on they beef
And I swear to god that these niggas could never take me

And I got prices for my worth(Yea yea ypc)
They all wanna get at me, envy my style, cause they know I got it all out of the dirt
And I been through so much shit, been struggling through all this hurt
But I got to keep it together just push up my style, dust all these niggas like skirt
Run up my money just keep it low key, cause all of these haters they just going to lurk
Focus my grind and hinder my time, just keep on rolling on my turf
Just keep on grinding on my own
Just got to make it or break it, their ain't no hope for me at home, been trying to get to this Money
I seen them stacks yeah they coming
Picture them racks that I'm thumbing
This shit real talk ain't no bluffing
I gotta make it or nothing
Ain't no debating, I'm waiting for my own spot where I'm staying
It's fuck the challenge I'm facing
I'm out to get it I'm chasing

Bro, I swear this shit finna drive me crazy
I swear I done tried bout' everything to numb the pain but I still feel it plenty
My pockets full but inside I'm so empty
Lost in my thoughts and my mind ain't too friendly
Ooh I'm so gone
Ooh I'm so gone
Ooh